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But here is the real reason…. I have found peace in my heart and my soul. I have forgiven him… kind of, but at times I am still angry about the way he made me believe I was crazy.

My ex-husband emotionally abused me. For years, he was manipulating doctors, that should have known better, to put me on a bunch of psych meds I never needed. I was situationally depressed and a mild anti-depressant, some counseling, a divorce, and a new career and I would have been fine. I was all scared and insecure so instead of pursuing a graduate program in speech therapy, I tried becoming a high school English teacher instead. It was a disaster and I don’t like to talk about it. He needed me to be crazy and be an unreliable witness to my own life to cover up his sexuality that he was not ready to face. Fuck him for that, seriously. If he were just gay, or even cheating on me, it would have been okay. The emotional abuse and drugging me up, that was just wrong and I hope karma eventually catches up to him for that.