Thank you for all your videos. They are wonderful! I have spent 3 years trying to be friends with my ex whom I still have feelings for only to realize each time we reconnect that I can't handle it. He's fine with just being friends in that he feels nurtured and understood. I feel rejected every single time and then I feel rejected and I spiral down and get depressed. I had not moved forward and am again at stage 1 of building myself up. All of my friends have husbands and kids and I'm still hung up on a guy who doesn't want to be with me. Working on being my own best friend now. Thanks for everything Cherrry!